Self Love Is The Best Love

Happy Valentines Day everyone! I hope you are enjoying your time with your significant others or just with your family and friends <3 Today’s Junior Love Day in our school where we Juniors take care of the Valentine events such as the orders of roses, balloons, chocolates and more! This year we added a new service to the school which was a special love confession. This can either be a spoke one, or in a song. And I was excited because I was chosen to sing 2 song services for these lucky people!

I decided that since it’s once in a life time why not go all on out for it. I wore my tiger onesie to add extra cuteness and even did a face full of makeup cuz why not yoooo. We delivered and sang the songs successfully and took the entire afternoon to rest. I received chocolates from my pals and honestly that’s all the love I need anyways. 2018 is the year that self love should be considered. I ended my last relationship last year after Valentines so I understand once to those who wished they had someone special.

But I ain’t here to sugar coat the truth. I’m going to say this, It’s ok to be single alright? And this not only goes to others but a gentle reminder to myself as well. I know I’ve been there where we’d be those young kids who are dying to be in relationships. I’ve been there and tbh I find myself super cringey. Given that’s I’ve always chased boys all my life, when the real shit happens I repel immediately.

I’ve dated two different guys, but honestly saying the word “date” doesn’t make sense since both of them were never clear on it to me back. So instead maybe I’ll say I’ve “experienced” it how about that. No shade or anything, they honestly did fill the void and made me happy but in the end it just didn’t work out. I think the reason why is because I don’t love myself fully yet. I say this because somewhere in me my past self is still there, as in the emo kid me yeah that one.

I realized that there is no use of loving someone else so dearly when you can’t return the same love to yourself, the one you have to respect the most. So there you have it, the reason why I don’t really fuss over the entire “I’m Single hghhhhh” thing. I mean yeah I do wish sometimes but honestly it just tired me to worry about those issues. I decided that I’ll use the remaining time wisely and achieve my goals of finding myself. Maybe just maybe, If I achieve this self love, I’ll be able to Love way differently from now on.

So go ahead, treat yourself honey, choose yourself because you know what? You deserve everything because you are your own Queen <3

Tiger Onesie!

I luv u man